It feels as though someone has ripped out my heart in a sour attempt to see how much I can bleed.

I missed him so much today it scared me, and he's not even gone yet.

Rejection sucks, especially when it leaves you with Purchase.

I shocked them all and got into college ( Read more... )

I need help with my essays!!!

I need someone else to write them!!!!!!

I found out on Friday that I had one week to start, finish, and submit all of my college applications.

Now I have 4 days.

...and I'm eagerly shitting frisbies, for I have not a thing done.

Hell, I don't even know for sure which schools to apply to.

Not to mention, no slides of my work

no essays begun

and no idea where to start.

I may

and so today i hate everything

and everyone

especially myself.

and for the first time i contemplated the joys of never being born.

I figured something out.

I Fuck Everything Up.

And so I still love Kenny.
And I don't care how sick of hearing it you are, because I love him, and I need to share.

The car stalled out yesterday, as it does frequently, and we played the game we always do to pass the time while waiting for that shit to start..

I'm going to a picnic and I'm going to bring acid ( Read more... )

Is it possible to die from lack of contact?

To curl up in a ball and cease from breathing because there's no one craving your lips and your skin?

OK. I'll put an end to this melodrama.

I'll just say I need some loving.