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This journal is a personal blog, but I have no longer any use to hide anything from anyone.
I find my writing and my life too similar to be apart any longer but you can still find my stories archived here by character name and genre. Just use the tags.
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A Chance, A Change
Life is good ( Read more... ) -
This Feels Wrong.
Being with someone else actually feels -wrong-. Just holding someone, feeling someone. Wrong.
Completely, utterly, "All the ways this is different" - wrong.
I cringe at every touch of a hand that isn't his. I long for every word to be from his voice.
I thought I had been in love before. But this level, this feeling of love, is so different....
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Rebound?
It takes three words to say I love you, I miss you. And silence to say you don't.
There will be no rebound. There will be no anger. I know I can't hold on forever, but I've yet to let go of the love I have.
I hope you find yours. If you could feel how much it hurts, to love someone who has stopped loving you....
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Drunk People.
Do not understand anything less than what they have been through.
Yes. Chuck and I are split.
Yes, it hurts like hell.
And right now: I just don't -care- about anyone's advice or anything people have to say. I'm hurting, I want to deal with this in my own way. If I tell you how I'm feeling, it's probably because you asked. But it does not mean that I' ( Read more... ) -
How. I. Work. Simple....
I like knowing things - how things work, why things are, what things do - every little thing, I like to know. I don't have to, I like to ( Read more... ) -
Guard Skill: Distortion
Today was just another night at anime night. We watched anime ("Angel Beats!"), though we had chili instead of sushi. The anime was good, the chili was spicy. Moreso than I like, but the majority liked it ( Read more... ) -
New Zodiac?
I'm not sure how I feel about this new Zodiac chart.
Personally, people are too "But I -am- this sign!". For lack of a better description.
Astrology is based on the earth's rotation and what star constellation you were born under - Sure it seems to effect the personality of people born under the same signs but exact time and date and heredity make us ( Read more... ) -
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A severe lack of "me" time has limited my ability to write anything. Even a decent Facebook status - "now i'm in teh shower! hurhur" sounds better than half the stuff I've put up recently.
I'm supposed to be finishing a script by now. ANY script. ANY piece of prose. What do I have done? Nothing more than the original 12-page "Abandonment" segment. ( Read more... ) -
Struggle.
I'm internalizing.
Fuck.
I can't find the courage, the strength, the words. I can't find my voice. What the hell. It's so simple, I just need his reassurance.
What makes me different?