today= amazing!!! first went with abby and took a shit load of pics. i got new gauges and saw levi. then went to the sushi bar with my bro, sushi=amazing. and then went to the show at the hatter.i got to see levi again, and also justine my love, i got in for free do to the amazin joe, then came home and got to talk to my bro about a lot of things. ( Read more... )

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out. I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while. Even though going on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok. But that’s not what gets me,What hurts the most, Was being so close, And having so much to say, And watching you walk away, And never knowing ( Read more... )

if ive ever doen anything to hurt anyone, sorry for not always being as good as a friend as i can be, sorry for not always trusting, sorry for bullshitting, im just honestly sorry........

so last night went to hang with abby,jorge,levi, justine, sarah, adam, and katlyn, it was fun but then drama happened at the lake. i hate it. then tongiht was the show, it was horrid i cried a lot, but then relized how many awesome friends i have and all they would do for me. i needed a good show, it helps me deal, but tonights didnt cut it.

well yesterday was a hoot. s many weird ass things happened, it was quiet funny, but nick came over it helped a lot to just hang with him and talk about everything, deff was a perfect way to end the night. im in a really good mood again today, my aunt is finally being herself again, im bored at work right now though and i want to do something.

my minds going crazy, everything leads to a memory, a memory that used to be good but now brings me tears, i cant stop thinking about this one person, the person that was my everything, the one that i love, my mind cant focus, its in a million different places, never ending with a complete thought, i cant sleep, my head hurts, all i want to do is ( Read more... )

so once again, im filled with pain and theres only one way to fix it.

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well i went to starbucks tonight with abby, it was fun, my bro and nick ended up meeting us up there, i hung with my bro for quite awhile until nick got off work and he came and hung also, it was a late night, but i had fun i suppose. i just love being with nick hes an amazing person.

well i have the money for my tattoo. im excited, nick is going with me to get it, my dad says hes just going to sign the papers then leave, lol sounds like my dad. im really bored right now, i got in trouble today for always calling to change my curfew, which i do need to cut back on. i wish we had like set rules like we used to oh well, i guess ( Read more... )