hey hey hey everyone. so things are slowly getting better in my life but yet some aspects are getting worse. im stoked about jets birthday tomorrow. right now im so fucking tired and i cant wait to get some sleep. were having a get together at nicks place tonight.

wow life is great!! finally im feeling in place. besides one bad thing my brother totalled my new acura. but oh well, i cried but now im chill, a lot of payments but ill be good. the guy i like finally opened up to me to i guess if thats a way to put it. life is super good!!!

things are weird lately, i dont feel myself, it sucks, im tired of mono, and im really glad i have the friends i do. im still confused on relationships, i want one but something is holding me back, i need someone to talk to and just be there right now the most, then i can be confident in what im doing. last night the show was pretty sweet at ( Read more... )

well well well. life is crazy, i can say that for sure. friday night=amazing. i love just hanging out not caring about anything in the world. amanda and jet are awesome friends, always good to have them on your side. david is a hallarious kid. johnpope, justin, and alex some of the sweet hardcore boys youll ever meet. life is finally together. im ( Read more... )

wow a lot has been going on. life is crazy. i wish someone knew how much i truely cared for them. im so afraid to step back into a relatonship, i dont want hurt like ive had ever again, although its almost bound to happen sometime to everyone again. im really liking someone right now. too many people that im not intrested in arent getting the point ( Read more... )

so this weekend equals amazing. i had the most fun i have had in a long time. i really love my brother and my friends. i hope i get to get my tattoo fixed soon as possible and get my piercings, hung out at atomic today with mike it was fun being with the boys. then yesterday amazing day to tampa and beach then to the show then ghimels. my friends ( Read more... )

okay so today was going great now its ruined......that feeling deep down in my stomach is back and filled with pain.

so today i went to the ledger, bill blocker was very very impressed with the improvement in my writings from over the years. life is stressful right now, three powerpoints, four big tests, and finals comming up soon. i got the college lecture tonight, sad to break the news to my dad that im not going. trade school it is for me!!! until i find out ( Read more... )

Today's the first day of the rest of my life ( Read more... )

fun fun fun, i did a lot of shit today. i did the family deal. then went to levi's and hung with adam and justine. then headed down to the lake for a group of fun with mike, adam, justine, levi, jimmy, kayla,david, and some other people too. it was cool. i love seeing people i care about. then later on i went back to levi's and hung with him and ( Read more... )