Oh and we are getting senor recycling bin!!! Finally! After years of being a jerk and not taking care of this I just did. poof. Recycling made me so happy when I was mr Recylcling for the TAMS empire, and this little thing has made me superglad too. yay!

I think I might spend a day putting sticky notes on peoples doors about getting silly blueboxes and recycling. People throw away fliers, but someone sees a stickynote and things hey! this is personal. yeah. The thing about technical fields is that you are hunched over books and computers for so long before you can do anything that feels real. It ( Read more... )

I hope Senor Reitano doesnt fail me. He is a very scary man. He was happy yesterday in class, and it was actually quite unnerving. Plus he came in WITHOUT a tie and in a DIFFERNT SHIRT omg no one knows who is but owell. I am going to do Philip proud and skip class tonight to lift and workout...and maybe go to some ESO meeting. I really hope they ( Read more... )

I really hate how a single stupid lapse can fuck things up so much. I suppose this is a reminder that one crack can bring down any wall. owell... So I am a bit behind schoolwise after being sick this weekend but hope to be back to speed in a day or two. .. When I came to BU the first thing I did was hunt for clubs. I sat in on so many random ( Read more... )

The new gym is beautiful ( Read more... )

the week seems to have been survived. Glad to say that Vik is now on spring break, so I will get to hang out with him some. I have been trying to see people, but folks are always busy. I have been able to hang out some with Rita and co. , and it has been nice. Shared nerddom! whoo..and now poof, I get to see Vik some this next week, in my ( Read more... )

Its hard. Its very hard ( Read more... )

I am still on emotional thin ice. I hate being reminded of how delicate I can be, it feels pathetic. I am afraid of feeling trivial, replaceable, inadequate. But, presumably, things will be ok. There is a huge exam on tuesday. I'm not ready for it now, but I hope I will be by then. My major hope is work-immersion. A part of me has long thought ( Read more... )

Prof Andrew Lyasoffs ability to obfuscate anything to degrees previously unknown never ceases to amaze me. he is terrible. TERRIBLE. WHY CANT HE TEACH. not just that, why is he so good at making me think i dont understand things i do understand??? i think when i graduate, i need to provide him with simple rules to better teaching. for one, dont ( Read more... )

so there is a huge chunk of work ahead, and im terrified im not up to it. i havent gotten to the non-zero return phase of learning yet. still in the "i dont know a damned thing and cant hope that i ever will stage" its always so hard to get started. i really want to leave the house and feel free. i feel sick and contained by worry and the weight ( Read more... )