i felt overly tired this morning and i feel tired and shitty now. i am fighting one of those cascading breakdownish phases. all i want is for my kitten to hold me and tell me i dont suck, but i cant see her till tonight. i hate feeling weak and sick like this. i dont know why im writing about it now since i dont usually. i guess for catharsis, and ( Read more... )

mew. so classes dont seem as evil this semester. my friend chek from tx might come up here for a biomed ms which would be nice as spice. i got to be with my kitten some before classness, which was supernice. so i definitely love my schedule of all night classes, but have to be quicker about getting up and working out and starting out days than i ( Read more... )

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my kitten is coming back within the hour eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!EEPMEEPBEEP!meow!

meep! im in texas. hrm. well, i managed to do ok classwise and survive, so im a happy kitten. but i miss my pretty kitten girl. boo for no cordeliacore. but it looks like we might not be apart so long as previously expected, and i can think of nothing super-er than a math-free week with my kittengirl. of course i guess id still have to do some work ( Read more... )

well, the semester is over. im not doing a few things i could do to boost grades in two classes because im too tired, and because they are probably going to be OK anyhow. the stupid takehome time series final just ended. i probably failed it. unless the big fat indian cocksucker is nice, i will probably have to retake a course next year. i really ( Read more... )

thanksgiving is over. i missed cordelia times infinity. this semester of math finance is almost over, thank god. i hope i dont fail (ie, get below a b) any of my classes, since ive never put so many hours into anything as this. the next two weeks should be fairly intense, but hopefully all will turn out ok. im most worried about time series, but a ( Read more... )

meep. its been a while! my life is pretty continuous. i get to see cordelia lots and it makes me super glad. i also get to see taqqu, guasoni, gangopadyhay, and lyasoff, which makes me sad, but the sad is a trifle next to the cordeliciousness.this weekend i got to hang out with my girl. we pranced, danced, and romanced. mostly without leaving the ( Read more... )

hi. meep. another wee bit o a hell week presently, but its a third dead, the pain part anyhow. yeah, the party was pretty cool. the night before i got my simplex method crap done quickly enough to both go out to pizza and watch big mommas house with philip jess and my cordelicious girl. saturday cordelia and i went out to the country for random ( Read more... )

been awhile. life has been generally smooth, happyfication with cordeliacore and my friends, annoyingness with clase. last night we wanted to do pumpkinpalooza, but no pumpkins were to be had so we used various squashes to make a yummy yummy meal that ruled. like everyone, im presently shocked and disgusted about the election. it isnt the end of ( Read more... )

meow. alexland is happy. last week wasnt terribly work intensive, but this week has been a doozy. the weekend was nice as usual, and as usual spent with my sweetie. we lounged aboot and relaxified and all was yay. so far ive put up a decent fight against everything this week, with two more assignments to beat by friday at midnight. oh, and im 23 ( Read more... )