so i just moved into school and i have a feeling im gonna be writing here more cuz theres not much to do we dont have classes yet so its kinda boring im kinda excited for classes thats kinda lame i know lol but o well the food is fantastic people are kinda creating cliques but i guess people do that everywhere its dumb i know but w.e i love being ( Read more... )

why is it when im in a relationship and im just starting to like something i start picking apart that person and finding anything i can to screw it up? is it because id rather screw up then wait for them to make a mistake? have i been in so many bad relationships that i finally am starting to believe that its only fate for them to go downhill?why ( Read more... )

 wtf i dont know what to do. whether it be that im just getting lonely, or that im actually feeling bad for what i did to paul. i dont know. the fact that hes such an asshole and i wish he wouldnt kind of makes me want to to. i did something wrong. but for what i believe is his fault. and i dont entirely blame him but he is part of it. and now i ( Read more... )

 at what point do you start listening to your friends and not trust your better instinct? when it comes to a relationship and you knwo your friends are trying to help, when do you tell them to butt out? but what about in the end if they end up being right? should you have to recognize that? do you have to apologize for not listening? thank them for ( Read more... )

 asking for advice from someone is like asking for their life story. when you ask what they would do you get an entire look into their view on life. when asking what to do about my relationship problems, i got varied answers from dump him to make him jealous. and theres only one logical thing i can think of from these two suggestions. i should do ( Read more... )

 so i dont know what to do right now because my dad is complaining that he has to pay for me to go to school so im about to say fuck it im not going to college. why should we both have to go through so much trouble for something neither one of us wants? and now my mother is fucking being a cunt and always trying to get me in trouble. and im just ( Read more... )

 hey so i had the friggin worst night of my life ever at work. friggin, greg thinks hes like king of the planet and thinks he can just bitch at me whenever he wants. and kevin is like the same damn thing jus thinks he can be an ass cuz hes old and should have the right. fucking all that happens there is someone does something wrong and then i get ( Read more... )

hey  so my life is pretty boring, two jobs, good friends, senior year, dance, and bad dates. i basically cant find anyone that makes me happy and sane at the same time. every guy out there smokes or drugs it up every night its rediculous. why is it so hard to find someone normal? and then at the same time im telling myself that i shouldnt obsess ( Read more... )

hmm lets see....my life is....exciting...romantic...hectic....funny....confusing at times. im trying to hang with my friends, my bf, and have a job at the same time. and i love it, cuz im always being pulled somewhere by someone and its crazy. so yep. thats me right now. come visit, or call me, or write me, or something i love to hear from you. ( Read more... )

i hate this life im living ( Read more... )