Find an attractive prisoner of war, bring her home, shave her head, trim her nails, and give her new clothes. Then she's yours ( Read more... )

...to remind you of how crappy you feel about your particular situation. Seriously, sometimes the happiness of others (while appreciated externally for them and genuinely desired) is painful in so many ways.

He is a midnight mover...
Coming with the night - going with the light...

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Loyalty, poverty, the failure to make a career, the failure to boost hope, the failure the leads people into the bed of casting directors. The failure that drags me back due to the purity of the desperation that lead to such things. The filth that drives me back away from such things. The end of all things involving trust and respect ( Read more... )

Alexis + Aerik Von (2006-2007)

It was hell while it lasted.

Trust and you'll be trusted said the lair to the fool...

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Nothing in the world sucks more than job hunting. Nothing. Nothing at all. I swear to God. Job hunting sucks. Craigslist.org can go to hell and die. Even so...I did manage to "apply" for an "egg donation" position out of exhausted delerium.

I need a new job.

Fuck it.

Nothing helps you shed the chains of a bitter past than realizing that just one person loves you...and I mean really loves you. It's earth shattering to accept as it's a responsibility that most aren't willing to accept and a responsibility to honor beyond all things.

I am such a skeptic that I always hold doubts and believe people are just...

Staley's stark confessional lyrics are similarly effective, and consistently miserable. Sometimes he's just numb and apathetic, totally desensitized to the outside world; sometimes his self-justifications betray a shockingly casual amorality; his moments of self-recognition are permeated by despair and suicidal self-loathing.

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