everywhere i go.. i see cute people with ugly people.. and i can't help but to ask myself "what does she see in that guy.. " "inner beauty?" well i got a whole lot of that.. i see these happy couples and i used to think "what do i have to do to get a girl like that" and that evolved into "what do i have to do to get a girl" now i'm exhausted from ( Read more... )

i really should go to sleep.. but i dunno.. i have to think about a lot of things.. i signed up to take the nypd test... i guess i'm just trying to be a little responsible with my future. I really have to go to sleep i have to pick up the car at 7 to go the beach. Besides the whole nypd thing, i'm also thinking about other things... i don't want ( Read more... )

i'm in the poconos.. there is nothin to do here.. all i do is drive.. tomorrow morning i might go to chris' dad's pool.. or play baseball.. i have no idea.. i'm on my nieces computer and talking to all her lil friends.. i really have to stop, they are like 15. well my ex was 16.. .no no i can't think that way... anyway.. the last entry was how i ( Read more... )

and the night ended with some friends at the local pub... (desmonds) i had a pretty chill night.. dropped back a couple of beers... chris is sleeping over.. and i'm about to get the midnight snack.. nite

confused... don't know if i should search for the past.... fight the present.. or leap to the future... i dunno.. just ouch.. it really does burn ( Read more... )

ok it might seem that i'm alil bit of a alcoholic... i'd just like to say, i'm a drunk.. alcoholics go to meetings :-p ( Read more... )

ok where was I... uhh.. sucks being drunk all the time..this is going like last last weekend.. there was a club in the intrepid, ehh its was ok.. either it was because i was totallly blasted and whatever.. or it was because my ex's friends were alllll over the place.. i was dancing with the love of my life valerie all night except a couple of times ( Read more... )

I told myself I'd never start this shit.. but its 2 in the morning and i'm bored...well i joined you losers.. and i'll try to keeep it interesting... write all my juicy stories... maybe some. Hopefully i can hit on stories that Rza didn't get to tell yet.. but whatev.. lata -adam