Erica thinks ( Read more... )

Jordan slept over for the past two days which was pretty cool. We totally trashed my place, cause neither of us clean nor do we get up to get anything.. honestly we are prolly the two laziest people anyone will ever meet. We actually called George to ask him if he could turn on the dvd player cause we think he is closer to do so. He knows his ( Read more... )

i think the reason why i'm not open to other girls yet is because i'm not ready. usually when i am into meeting someone new is because its just that time. But right now i need time..i wanna go on a road trip... just get away and find myself by myself and not through other people.. motorcycle ( Read more... )

GIRLS drive me crazy.... not once can i find a normal girl... and when i do.. will i want one.. :-(

My brother is in a job that he hates right now... but he says "its easier to keep a job.. than to find a new one" But what i'm thinking about is... " is it easier to keep a relationship going, than it is to find someone and start something new all over again?"

I know you can't force this, but i need a girl to give my butterflies in my stomach. blah blah blah it just happens. But i haven't come across a girl recently that gives me butterflies in my stomach. But have you notices when you get hurt by someone that those butterflies become something you just want to vomit out? The once great feeling of ( Read more... )

the city look absoultelly beautiful at night in the new jersey side. I'm on the bus right now going to the poconos. I guess I've been going to the poconos a lot more often now then ever because well my options are very limtied. All my boys are gone to college already soo there goes drinking plans. Many of the girls are busy at college, well ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot about whats next in this very confusing girl situation... i really have the same views as erica.. i really dont want to chase after anyone anymore. I'm soo tired it. But i can't sit back like her because..well i'm the guy.. and i guess i have to do the chasing , the romantic stuff. don't get my wrong i love doing the ( Read more... )

so i had an awesome day dream today... it was that i won the lottery.. it was pretty cool. soo i won a shit load of money.. and that i bought an awesome multi floor bachelor pad where George and Jordan chilled out at.. i could't decorate the apartment, i would't know what to do.. all i'd do is make sure there is a fully stocked bar.. plasma screen ( Read more... )

i didn't know if i couldn't see the road because of the rain or my tears running down my face.. every second trying to wipe my eyes... every second saying i can't drive like this.. every time i felt a bump i didn't know if it was my heart or if i hit something.. i couldn't stop shaking.. i couldn't hold on to the wheel... i would grip it soo hard ( Read more... )