why do young people have to die.

Isnt a long vacation good enough?

This is killing me.

need valium.
++ wine

im going to say some things... no names, many different people ( Read more... )

i'm so happy... just thought you all should know.

i love my job
i love school
i love my boyfriend
i love my friends.
i love my family.

life is perfect.

and i've worked hard to get here.

clay arthur dangler i miss you more than anyone could ever know. I talk to you everyday in my car. I roll the windows down to let you in and i talk and talk and talk. i miss your smile. your laugh. your hugs. i miss you. i'd do anything to bring you back. rest in peace my love. i love love love you.

<3 your juicy jucie

i want a life changing, earth shattering, galaxy moving experience. i want to move. i want to move to arizona specifically and go to cosmetology school. but i am scared shitless. so scared that it might hold be back and i don't want to be held back but i'm afraid. i'm afraid to make the wrong choices and take the wrong career path. why do i have to ( Read more... )

i can't can't can't feel this way.

quick add some good songs that i should put on a cd.

<3 ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. I am not hungry. im achey. what is wrong?

I dont have the faintest idea.

What i do know however, is that im excited for my upcoming hideout in saratoga. anddd my hopefully pleasant return. i'm seein an old friend.

so halloween at western was so so fun. Me and nick didnt get in one single fight it was awesome. It was freezing cold outside im surprised i didnt literally freeze my ass off but i looked super cute even tho nobody could figure out what i was. even tho i was holding a baseball bat. oh well. i looked more like sailor moon but hey thats fine cuz i ( Read more... )

i feel like i just swallowed spiced rum. My throat is burning and my heart is breaking. I cant see straight and my head hurts.

You should stop.