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One of my best memories from Converse College is Glee. I remember the racing in my heart I felt when I ran across the Quad in the middle of October to get from a meeting with my director where I’d just cried my eyes out and poured my heart out to her because she wanted me to get into character, I remember the way the sky looked that night. I ( Read more... ) -
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I talked in my last post that I was sad... I figured out how to fix it. It was a spur of the moment decision, but the second I finally made up my mind to do it, I realized that it was exactly the step I need to take with my life. I feel like my life has been stuck in a constant state of change, nothing is every how it is. I don't know who I am, ( Read more... ) -
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I still talk here because I know no one is listening. Does that make sense? That doesn't make sense ( Read more... ) -
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Transferring out of Converse is the most difficult decision I've had to make in such a long time. I still remember where I was when my mom called me and told me I got in. I was backstage during dress rehearsal, the second I found out I cried. The entire cast held me, and congratulated me, and my director was so proud and for so long I felt like ( Read more... ) -
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I have finished my first semester of college. I made it through exams, I have a 2.917 GPA (still waiting for 2 grades to be finalized) but I've done good. I feel strong. And I am strong. And it's been tough, but I feel like this is the most I've ever grown in such a short amount of time.
When I first arrived, I was terrified. I was silent, I ( Read more... ) -
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Hey. Someone make College not come, okay?
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our faith will topple kingdoms and shut the mouths of lions
I've decided to start using this thing more often, just because. I like writing and I haven't got to do it in a while, so I may as well get back to it. Besides, you guys matter a lot to me and I want to keep you updated and stay updated with you lot. :)
I'll be going to Converse College in 9 days. I've already met my room mate and we're ( Read more... ) -
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Admitting that you have a problem is the first step towards recovery. Well, I have a problem. A very bad problem that is pulling me further and further down into this pit of total hell where I just don't feel... worth it.
I know I have a problem. I want to talk about it. To overcome it. To fight back, but... I like the progress I'm getting ( Read more... ) -
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It's really, really, really upsetting to think that tomorrow night may be my last chance to perform with my high school. Maybe I'm just sentimental, maybe it's just PMS hormones driving me nuts, or maybe it's a mixture of both but the thought just really upsets me. In my freshman and sophomor years I never thought that anyone would see any bit of ( Read more... ) -
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I have been so bad with updating here, and I'm sooo sorry! So I've decided it's probably a good time to pop in with a quick little update on how my Senior year is going, I guess? Which is to say, not very good, considering the stress that is piled on my plate ( Read more... )