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She is empty. Her stomach is empty and her mind is full. Her heart is pulling at her brains and her veins hurt and she can feel her blood sliding around behind her eyes. Lily pays attention. In class, yes, but mostly to herself. She likes noticing things in her head, her body. But she is still empty. At least she feels happy.

Lily knew what the inside of a mental hospital looked like. She had carved her name into the back of the bathroom door, and thrown graffiti onto the damp, frozen walls. She had also experienced sedation, chemical detoxification, withdrawl, and lastly, sobriety. Lily liked it. People aren't the same inside places like that which she was in. Lily ( Read more... )

Lily found her way to the car. She leaned up against the side and blindly searched around in her purse for the keys ( Read more... )

i haven't written in far too long ( Read more... )

i have been skipping classes and leaving school and doing all of these abnormal things like smoking and doing drugs and etc etc ever since i got my license ( Read more... )

amazing how much of an affect/effect some people have on me.

i guess.

school starts again tomorrow and i kind of want to burn my house down.

i guess.

at least i have some cigarettes.

well...i was on my way to getting drunk and lost all interest. i then went outside with my friend paige and smoked some cigarettes.

i like to drive.

christmas was amazing. i love christmas. so much.

the offbeats.

cut class, not frogs.

all for now.