There are a few people I want to find... and I've tried finding them over the years. I always fail and it always feels like shit. Ok, so I'll find "ghosts" of them left over on the internet (their name mentioned in some high school competition 10 years ago, shit like that), but I never find anything current.
And it feels horrible.
But every once in a while I try again and sometimes I find a little more, or maybe I find a little less, and I chide myself for trying at all... but I think it's better to at least try and know that they're "lost" than not try at all and always wonder.
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There are a few people I want to find... and I've tried finding them over the years. I always fail and it always feels like shit. Ok, so I'll find "ghosts" of them left over on the internet (their name mentioned in some high school competition 10 years ago, shit like that), but I never find anything current.
And it feels horrible.
But every once in a while I try again and sometimes I find a little more, or maybe I find a little less, and I chide myself for trying at all... but I think it's better to at least try and know that they're "lost" than not try at all and always wonder.
But that's just me. Who are you trying to find?
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