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Moving Day
It's moving day ( Read more... ) -
Slowly but somewhat surely.
What is this humidity around the Bay Area last night and today? It feels like Pennsylvania ( Read more... ) -
the only way out is through
Always push through it.
The anxiety wells up and my brain can think of a hundred ways to retreat, ignore, and avoid.
The trick is to push through it. It's never as bad as it felt once I'm on the other side of it. -
Colonoscopy Era
Yeah, I guess I’ve entered my regular colonoscopy era. -
dementia
i need to vent a little ( Read more... ) -
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I'm here. I'm alive. -
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fer fuck's sake.
That's about all I can say. -
compassion
Sometimes I think the time of compassion is over. How can I extend compassion to those with a demonstrable lack of it ( Read more... ) -
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just want to not exist. -
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I'm losing my will.
My career is over. After 20 years in theatre, live production, and events, I haven't developed skills for any other field. Every time I look for work on Indeed, I'm looking at close to a 50% pay reduction.
How do I continue? How do I keep my chin up and perservere when there is no goal to work toward?