ok ok, so i am a little anxious.

i don't know what happened, but i unpacked five weeks' worth of being away from home & made one two four mixed cds. something about bulletproof vests & screwing up yr life again & shakedown 1979 & peak hill & fuck i wish i didn't have exams right now ( Read more... )

all of a sudden, without any warning really, things just started mattering a lot to me. i couldn't care more.

& some things, that i just shouldn't do.

on the other hand:

• criticism as inspiration :: pedro the lion
  
• seven types of ambiguity :: elliot perlman - pretty much the only thing keeping me going. i decided to fall in love with this book. at ( Read more... )

through all the slinging barbs, we gave each other nicknames;
& i began to think of him as mine.

i'm beginning to dread this state of affairs.

i fail at even fake romances ( Read more... )

( say yes )

{:SAY ANYTHING:}

&perhaps the extent
of my desire
[imagination] factors in,
when i construct whole conversations
in which you say what i want you to[what you're supposed to ( Read more... )

[i could just not go, & leave you all alone]

if safin doesnt win this thing, heads will actually roll.

[....bbblleeeeeeuuuggghhhhhhhhhh]

Fast Food Work Is No Fun [Tell All Yr Friends]. 5-9 Are The Most Dreaded Hours On The Planet. so wow...sure am hopin this whole "go away i dont want to see you, you just suck" phase thing passes pretty quickly..or something is going to have to spontaneously combust. i vote you ( Read more... )