i just wanna be happy. happy for an extended period of time. and happy with everything in my life. i just want to start over. i dont want this to be my life. any of it.

cats outta the bag. fuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkk

IM GONNA BE OK.

i have to quit my job. which sucks bc its not even the job i hate. but i have to get out.

i miss my old life.

fuck you.

my life is a mess.

and it shows no signs of clearing up anytime soon.

i have so much to say. but im saying nothing. except..

i want a new tattoo.

nope.

i really just want nothing to do with the world outside of my room these days.