new journal.

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hmm. what has happened since my last post.

i went to orange county for 2 weeks and i've been clean since.

i decided to be cool& straightedge for while.

i saw my lovely lovely ashley and watched some guy jam needles through her ears :-/

i got a new wetsuit. and like 18934729 pairs of shoes. and a CARE BEARS coloring book with like 293486234 pages in ( Read more... )

ASSspieloncer: once upon a time there was a plant named ned, this cool green plant named ned kept falling over. he was all alone in this crazy land where he couldnt stand up on his own. finaly he found this cool powder to help him stay up without help from anyone else y'know because he was all alone and all. he called it yayo. Ned got all gacked ( Read more... )

life is pathetic and not worth living.

school is out. it seems like i let the whole year just slip past me.

i fucking hate drugs

im trying to quit but

i dont know

nothings worth the effort anymore.

and im sick of even trying.


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Hello.

School gets out today. I'm up all night working on my history final. I hope I do well.. the history of pot is a big subject with so many ways to look at it. I have like.. 3 hours and 5 minutes to finish.

I cut open my dads hand the other day with a butcher knife. he had to get three stitches.. but it was an accident, i swear.

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Little fifteen
Why does she have to defend
Her feelings inside
Why pretend
She's not had a life
A life of near misses
Now all that she wants
Is three little wishes
She wants to see with your eyes
She wants to smile with your smile
She wants a nice surprise
Every once in a while

( Spring Break )

I just blacked out from 8-1. I wonder what the hell I was doing. Caffeine pills, vodka and pot do not mix. Have a lovely night kids. Stay safe.

arins thing was yesterday.. it was at my elementary school, which was nice because the school was open and i got to go inside and i talked to my kindergarden teacher.. aww ms. tucker. we ate lots of cookies.. swung on the swings.. and i got to see like.. everyone. =). then we (nicole, haley, inga, and I) went back to ingas.. haley couldnt stay but ( Read more... )

Alright. Which do you like best.. Me blonde, brunette or black?

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