beautiful people have it so much easier ( Read more... )

i think i have to make a new livejoural.
its funny to hear that good ol hen hud still has shit to say about me.
pathetic.

i just took my eyebrow bar out.  i think it was on its way to rejecting anyway.

the quest for happiness is a long one...i suppose.
i guess i dont know what i want.
i make absoulutely no sense
im never happy with any of my decisions

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haleigh oelsner= if youy' reat marks'
house this weekend you better come u pn visit me!@!2
it sugnna be a long weekend

i had SO much fun tgonightg.
my firs t sorority party PLUS sum bar action.

but haleigh is always on th eback of my mind. drunk or sober.
i miss her
and yeah
tonight wa s FUN

certainly going through a glassjaw phase.

but anyway, im HOME and im really happy. i just had bacon....:)

i heard montrose is dry so... if anyone needs weed let me know because ive got some extra good shit to get rid of : )
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i want to see everyone SO you best be calling me.

im excited. i'll be home in about 12 hours. i kind of need a break from this college shit for a few days.... i need to eat good food, see my loves from home, my dog.... live by myself for a hot second ( Read more... )

i cant believe how much i miss the convience of good food.

i just started to cry because i want a bacon egg n cheese SO badly right now....

i miss civilization. and bacon.
and normal food
im so fucking frustrated
and i hate my fucking hair.

and my mother is a pain in the ass.

my body has been so weird lately. maybe it wants bacon

today was a good day. i had a really good night...until 10 minutes ago.
im scared.
i dont wanna sleep.
i think i might do what ive wanted to do for a while
sit by the lake and sketch and think.

wish i had ciggarettes.

i know i worry too much but
id rather know either way n deal with it

i do have great friends tho...
thank god for that

i dont feel very good. i keep getting weird cramps... and im even more of a bitch than usual ( Read more... )

sometimes, i think that everything has to get the worst it possibly can before it can get better. its only friday but i know htis is about to be the worst weekend of my life ( Read more... )

i used to stand so tall, i used to be so strong...
i'm barely hanging on
here i am..once again.
im torn into pieces, cant deny it- cant pretend...

now all thats left of me
is what i pretend to be...so together, but so broken up inside..

its 11:11. i guess im making a wish