i can't believe how i used to write almost every day, and now it is almost never! life has been so busy. i hear people say how they are bored, i wonder what that must feel like ( Read more... )

the more you do, the more you are prone to making a mistake.
therefore.. when you do EVERYTHING......... it's inevitable that there will be a mistake made somewhere.

Lord.. I haven't updated since January.. really? Yikess. I didn't think that much happened in my life, but there are definately new changes going on ( Read more... )

i remember one time a while back i told craig & his mom my favorite part of eating caviar was how you could still taste it in your blood.

hmm... god, i am strange.

I just absolutely love it when all the elements are perfectly in sync and you feel somehow like you are looking at the world for the first time. The perfect song is on the radio, the sun hits the trees the perfect way, highlighting the greens and golds of the changing season, the road seems perfectly endless, the sky glows a perfectly pale blue hue ( Read more... )

I am pretty frick fracking overwhelmed. We spent like.. a hundred million dollars the other day.  Craig's job is amzing. We have all this money and nothing to do with it!

We bought a new truck, which is very exciting. It is beautiful! So, yesterday, we got the truck and drove to fort wayne.. Went to Best Buy, bought a sweet GPS system. Dinked around ( Read more... )

Friends piss me off. I'm glad that I'm out of Vegas and away from certain people. I mean, true friends are the greatest. But, most people, especially girls, are crazy and dont want to be "friends" but just want to see you fail miserable and then pick up the scraps of your life and try to make it their own ( Read more... )

It’s hard goign from a sensitive, outspoken guy who will tell you every secret in his heart. to Craig, who is inwards and doesn’t speak his mind. It’s hard for me, being insecure, to guess and hope he cares abou tme. But, I’m just stpuid. Stupid I couldn’t see all the little things he does that are his ways of saying “I love you, you’re beautiful ( Read more... )

5 things I wish I said but didn’t ( Read more... )

somehow, someway, i survived getting 4 partially-bony impacted wisdom teeth cut out, and another tooth removed. but i'm not enjoying my survival ): i hurt. AGHHH and i'm sick of sleeping i dont think i'll ever sleep again in my life.. except right now, maybe, cuz it hurts too bad to be awake. ):

huuuurrrttttttttt