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it has been 4 years since i have posted in this damn thing. i'm still a depressed person. i can't believe that i haven't killed myself yet, why have i not? i guess i have friends, every other day. and i guess i have a super boyfriend, but he sucks in the sack. i just hate myself. i'm ugly.

I want a boyfriend, a big, strong boyfriend. A boyfriend who would protect me, pick me up and carry me to wherever I needed to be. A boy like Andrew, I want a boy like Andrew. Who is smart, big and smart and big and good looking. Who has a great, warm smile. Big hands to hold mine. I want a relationship, I want to cuddle and look deep into his ( Read more... )

im sick of people.
i hate first semester.
i want christmas to be here.
i want spring to come and spring good news.
because fall carries no good news. no good news at all.
my friends suck. they suck a lot. usually i would say that i suck, but i cant think of anything to prove that i suck.
i know that sounds super stuck up.
but my friends need to get

im heartbroken again.

im heartbroken.

Your Power Color Is Gold
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so i feel pretty ticked right now. everything is a blur. one of my best friends is completely ignoring me. it pretty much sucks. and i tried to ask him 'do you feel that we never talk anymore?' he goes 'what are you talking about?' the boy never talks to me. the only reason he talks to me is about shows, and when he's playing somewhere, or if he ( Read more... )

i think im being replaced.
not like its this horrible thing.
but it does hurt.
and i love the person thats replacing me.
its just, im being replaced.
and being replaced isnt like the most fun thing in the world.
maybe i'll find someone to replace this person.
and it will all even out.
eh?