it's weird how many times we say friends forever without meaning it. maybe we mean it at the time, but it's seldom true. there are a few friends that i think i will have forever, not just friends, but soulmates. people who are there everytime you fall and every time you're happy. i think that i have probably had over 20 "best friends" in my life. ( Read more... )

freedom is lounging on my green camping chair, outside of my room at cvi, with my window open, smoking a cigarette after everything for the day is done listening to good news for people who love bad news on brian's stereo.

something just hit me. there are some things that you can never put entirely out of mind. there are things that lace your memory that shouldn't. and no matter how hard you try they won't go away.

I'm here with Adam in my house. He's playing Destroy All Humans that my brother borrowed from one of his friends. I got a car today. A 2001 Saturn which is bad ass because... I HAVE A CAR. No more metro rail. Hopefully no metro rail ever again. I also got a job at Nautical Boutique that pays $8.50 an hour. Unfortunately I have to drive to Hialeah ( Read more... )

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My life is so boring. I had a great weekend with Adam. I saw Ryan too, his brother, and I haven't seen him since he came to visit Adam in Orlando so that was cool. Everytime I see my baby I miss him more later. But... he's coming here today! Soon! Cool shit!

I went to Lisa's today, her dad is out of town so that was cool. Lisa, Pila and I spent the day eating shit, played captain dickhead, and watched law & order. Yesterday was good fun too. I went to Brandon's house after work with Larissa. Waited for Brandon to come home, smoked, waited for brandon to shower, picked up some bud, and then went to ( Read more... )

I came into work with Larissa again today. How exciting! Life has been good lately, but really confusing. I'm confused about shit with Adam and other shit right now. It's okay though things are always getting better. I've been so bored without a job but it's also been a good break. Now that school's over though I really should get a job. If ( Read more... )

I found some pictures from orlando today. They made me smile.


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All I want in life is good friends and happiness. Why is that so hard to find?