sometimes the person you'd least expect writes the ending for you.

I closed my eyes and this is what I got ( Read more... )

For any given person there are a requisite number of insecurities. Generally speaking I think we can agree that a vast majority of them come from your childhood, and act as a sort of memento passed down through the generations. Hopefully each generation somehow does things a little better, or breaks free of those hangups at least enough to slow the ( Read more... )

my dad always warned me, still warns me, "you can't change a person". but is that true?

should I continue taking this Japanese class? When do I need to wake up tomorrow to get get everything on my list done? should I start taking this mirtazapine again? Do I want to transfer in the fall? In the Spring? Do I look for a new job? When will my father die, tomorrow, next year, after me? Should I forgive my mother in some way, call her more ( Read more... )

"You're married to your own mind," She said.

"I'm not," he said.

"We're dead," she said.

manic ( Read more... )

She came today and took my heart away, eviscerated for all to see.

I make a lot of shorts that are built essentially just around music I like. Now it's getting to the point where I have to consider music I want for something, but also consider whether I want to ever enjoy it again. Because without fail any of the songs I use end up becoming intolerable. I simply can't listen to them because instead of a mental ( Read more... )

a flock of horses is called a gaggle of heese. I just want us to be clear on terminology.