Because I am sick and tired of people reading my journal after I've asked them not to. Because I hate getting stupid remarks (whether in the journal or otherwise) from people who have read my journal. Because I'm SICK of you people reading my thoughts. Those are the 3 main reasons my journal is now, friends-only ( Read more... )

Why must I do this to myself? Why do I ask people and myself questions I already know the answer to? Why do I set myself up for failure, for heartbreak, for drama and turmoil? Why am I such a dork ( Read more... )

After receiving all A's but one on my progress reports today.. I realized something. I'm not such a slacker after all.

Becca's not mad at me anymore. I find this exciting :)

now i must go to Sally's and work on costumes for OM. :(

Okay...so.if this is the only way i can reach you, great ( Read more... )

Lyrics of my life: (in no order)

This place is a prison.

All I find are souvenirs from better times.

***I wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking.***

Your love was just a game.

Make my wish come true.

If anyone can name the bands that have written these masterpieces, I will give you a big fat (Hershey) kiss.

that's it. i quit. i'm extremely proud of myself for doing all (that's right, ALL) of my homework. i'm proud of myself for apologizing for all the stupid things i've done. i'm proud of myself for being able to get over myself. apparently not everyone can do the same ( Read more... )

man, there has been so much stuff happening lately, my life seems crazy. with Bobby's death, Becca talking crap, the entire thing with Meghan, and the act of getting over the hurt of the breakup (which i am proud to say i have successfully accomplished), i just want to sleep right now. at the same time, i am very, very proud of myself. i believe ( Read more... )

WARNING: DO NOT READ FOLLOWING UPDATE IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN MOULIN ROUGE/ DON'T WANT THE ENDING TO BE RUINED FOR YOU ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling: nervous, sick, crappy, depressed. This weekend has been great; Fieg's house last night was...interesting, but I feel like this is all one big competition. Just the way Fiegs said "well obviously you haven't been hanging out with Meghan lately, cause I've seen her every night" sucked. I hate competing for my best friend, I ( Read more... )

Winter Formal last night was... beautiful. The music sucked, of course, and there were like 5 different male DJ's that liked to watch all the girls do the booty call, but other than that, it was fantastic. Everyone looked beautiful, and surprisingly, some of the guys from Beechwood are extremely good dancers. Plus, because I had no date, the ( Read more... )