Valentines Day is coming... I’m not looking forward to it. Seeing so many couples around saddens me. I don’t want to get sad but I just want to have what they have. Envy should never be apart of my vocabulary but I do envy those who have someone special. I want someone special. Today he walked right pass me and did even glance at me once. That hurt ( Read more... )

There were't that many people at Airband. We chilled at Lolita's and ate. Cathy and I shared some carne asada fries. Erik kept on asking for some and he would only take little pieces even though I told him that he could have as many as he wanted. Then we walked to Richie's house and waited for people to come. We learned our parts and we learned the ( Read more... )

So I got a new hair cut yesterday, it didn't turn out exactly how I wanted it but it's still okay. I'm going to see if Linda can dye some part of it pink or something.

( if it makes you less sad, i will die by your hand )

I'm dealing with the issue that I like him a lot and he's just there. Yes he walked to my class one this week, but the rest of the days it seemed like he didn't care about me. I don't know what he's thinking. When he said my name he smiles. I know I smile whenever I'm around him. But why do you smile when you don't care about me?

My knee is ( Read more... )

So all I just want to say I got to walk with him to my class! I can't believe that he makes me this much happy. The times when I'm sad, I know things are going to be better because he's here. Though he's not with me, he's still at school and I get to see him. I'm just, can't explain how happy I am to know him. I never would imgine the begining of ( Read more... )

Yeah...  Today was pretty much boring. English, she gave us seats and I finished my book. Nights in Rodanthe is a pretty good book. I just need another book to start reading soon.  I'm really trying to get back into reading.  PE dance, it was okay.  Had fun talking to Clarrissa and Candace. Gee do I love Clarrissa mucho <33!  Lunch, was okay, didn' ( Read more... )

I'm so glad I have a friend like Sabrina. I started to cry in CCD and she was there to talk to me. I'm glad I have a friend like her.
I'm sick, blah... I need to get better soon.

( let what's inside out, bleeding never felt so good... )

So today wasn't all the cool. I brought my digital camera to school to take some nice pictures, I might just bring it tomorrow too. Ahh, I just remembered I have AirBand practice tomorrow. I still can't believe I'm a part of something at school. I actually did something for a change than not, haha. We got a bad lecture in sixth period. The teachers ( Read more... )

So today was okay in the begining. First period we had a sub so we didn't do anything. Second is dance and I got a good workout. Third period, I hate it. I want a different teacher, this one is boring so when it's boring I don't learn anything. But during lunch I kept on seeing "my buddy" and he's the coolest and I like him. But also during lunch ( Read more... )