Why can't I live the past three days over and over again? I know today I made it good today. I wanted to do something that made me truly happy and I did. Why can't I just live this day over and over again?

i just want to sit by you
&watch you smile all day long.
you make me smile
&my heart race.
help me remember the past
&be in my future.
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3 days left.
after that,
a whole month.
all to myself
&to think about him.
very uncool.

I'm getting worse.  My attitude towards things is becoming sickening to me.  A couple days ago I snapped at Ariane in 6th period, only a little, but still…  I felt so bad and the worse thing about it is I haven’t said I’m sorry.  She’s probably forgotten about it though.  But seriously, when I’m alone in my room or just alone anywhere I start ( Read more... )

Today wasn't that bad.  It was short day at school so I'm happy.  It was a pretty easy day and I got a call from Nino about an hour or two ago saying I'm not having lessons today but Friday at 4:30.  That gives me time to do more stuff on photoshop.  I've been making a lot of neat stuff like mad lately.  But at the same time I'm doing my third ( Read more... )

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So...  Today is Friday and I need the weekend to get away from school and people at my school.  Ally has her birthday party and I want to go.  I might not no any one and be a loser by myself and I still want to go.  Ally is a lovely one.  Not much, had a partner quiz in fourth.  Our teacher get's lazy grading all the papers and and decideds to let ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I think I did something wrong skateboarding yesterday. My dumb fuck arm hurts. I'm going to go on my board tomorrow when I get home. My parents don't want me skateboarding. So I'll do it when they're not home.

Not much for today.  Linda is amazing, I think she's the only one who really reads this dumb fuck eljay of mine.  Go to xdistortedimage and tell her how cool she is!  Also join her group gangstawscarves or you're a punkfuck face, haha.

We're going to the library to read and do homework, then the mall because I want to buy a poetry book.  Then we're going home to wait for my mom ( Read more... )

So today was nothing much.  But in sixth period we went to the office to talk to our counselors.  I figured what classes I’m going to take next year.  I’m taking pe, history, english 10, health for 1st semester, web design for 2nd semester, chemistry, intermediate algebra.  So really nothing much today.  Oh but during lunch, Doy stopped me and ( Read more... )

Friday: I meet Linda at Soma.  It was quite interesting during Epitome was playing.  We didn’t like their music so we hung near the entrance of the main stage.  We talked to random people and I took pictures at random. Just to see peoples reaction at my bright flash.  During Against All Hope I think it was during their set, I watched this one white ( Read more... )