in the past i've used this account quite lucidly: for experimentation and frolicking ( Read more... )

Something surreal occurred last night: i saw a fox. Pondering Lakota Spirituality, a fox wandered into the yard while i was smoking. I couldn't believe it! What's more is that it came up to me and laid down! Completely baffled by the behavior of this fox i made no movements and took a deep breath. It seemed un-phased and just chilled.  I wonder ( Read more... )

I'm deeply invigorated to understand more of my heritage; with spiritual fluctuations everywhere, the day dream, and the wind's caress i can't seem to find my way.  One having dreams of hurtles to come, one evaporating to become the universe, and one listening to his soul for the very first time- this makes me realize i'm not a juggler, though i ( Read more... )

There's something in immortality we've forgotten, as a species: written upon the Ledger of time has been death in incarnate theory. A forever lost presumption follies en mass, anxiety driven is the lie. There's something to be noted in Parnassus, The Watchtower and Achilles- more of the point we dare not reconcile. For memory is a collective and ( Read more... )

We've hit critical mass: Anne's gone off the deep-end crying and rocking herself out of stress, Sam is screaming, sobbing, and hysterical waving the arms around and stamping blunt purple. Evidently this is my fault? For not supporting them? Ever since Royal Farms FORCED me to quit by pushing me into a corner, I've had considerably less income (the ( Read more... )

I've encountered something. I'm not quite sure how it fits into the scheme of things but it's there, and it happened again- and it only happens when i meet a true friend. Well, for me to explain this, you guys should know my definition of a true friend: it's almost a falling in love sensation, though, not romantic in the least. I can count upon my ( Read more... )

 
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 420chan is fucking complicated and it has WAYYYYY too many threads that pop my eyes..... JESUS ALEX. way to hook me on a new drug! LOL: actually, i'm not sure if that's a good thing, me being an exotic fetishist.... *shrugs

 Life is out to get me. I need somewhere to hide and pretend people like smiling! Menthols and green that embrace your habitual response ease your stride regardless of the hatred within- the mommy loves you. Packing bags for trains buses and stumbles while skipping; tomorrow's a better day with gold and blue, horizontal floating along with "jesus's ( Read more... )

The Major Domo took his bath this evening,
Praising servants upon his call,

Flutters of the fingers gestured will and rhyme,
Though communication dispersed mid-air,

We could've sought to find the need,
That played upon his pudgy grasp,

Yet, we could no longer bask in that light,
For the bubbles, we forbade his breath

Funny, I find, the glazed eye stare,
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