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[sober_cannibal]

ever since i stopped drinking, i cry almost as much as i did when i was teenager. it's ridiculous. i spent years working on learning to control my tears - no matter how badly i wanted to cry - and now, i can't seem to stop them. i don't even understand why they get set off half the time.
tonight i thought about the way my mom smells. the mix of

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[kamrushepash]

IMHO, when we drink we drink to 'go around' an issue, rather than through it, and without the alcohol, all the stress and pain and sadness you've been trying to avoid is not finding release. It's a good thing! I'll bet you'll find yourself much calmer and at peace somewhere along the line. :)

[kamrushepash]

That was supposed to be 'now finding release'. *L*

[innana88]

*hugs* Tears actually release toxins from the body. Your body and spirit are working together to cleanse you out. :) It's normal and healthy to cry this much, especially right now.

[kamrushepash]

Where did you go?? Are you ok?

[sober_cannibal]

I left, and I wasn't okay. Everything went back to how it was before, and I've been drinking plenty. Things have been awful. :( I have to stop.