so lots of things.. i'm not moving in january. it sucks, but it is the best decision right now. i can move up asap with no money and no job and no support from my parents, or i can wait and find a good job and then move with their help. obviously, i'm not going to be stupid and go with option 1. it blows being completely financially dependent but i ( Read more... )

if all goes well with my subleasing endeavor.. i will be moving in january. yippeee!

i'm so exhausted ( Read more... )

(even though i never do)

i am back from chicago, against my will, but i had an awesome time, and i can't wait to move back.

anyway, ( without further adieu... )

so after almost 2 years, i have decided to remove the labret piercing from my face. not without a fight of course, because those suckers are screwed on tight but after an uncomfortable few minutes with pliers and a paper towel, it was over.

so rip labret. you will be missed.

i have a bad habit of using guys to divert my attention from someone who's hurt me. knowing that i do this makes it really hard for me to tell the difference between actually liking someone and just liking the distraction they bring.

what is wrong with me? why can't this shit just be simple?

hanging out by myself puts me in a really shitty mood, i've noticed. i hope i'm not this way when i move or else the few friends i have up north are going to fuckin hate me for bugging them all the time.

my friends need to come back to town.

this thing is so pointless now. does anyone ever even read this shit? i feel like i don't have much to say these days. my life is rather boring. i work 2 days a week and the other 5 days i skip class and go to the radio station for a couple hours here and there. i've hated this summer term so much i've begun just not going at all. which means i ( Read more... )

so i made a perfect score on my first exam. i don't know how that happened, because i didn't study. hopefully my next exam on tuesday goes just as well. it'd be nice to make an a sometime this year ( Read more... )

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