How im Doing

[soccerdude05]

Well since the breakup ive been doing ok. It is hard, ill admit that, but its for the best. I do kind of feel lost and alone but i guess thats all part of recovering from a broken heart. Pray for me for i need to stay strong. Ive never been a weak person so i dont think i should start now. im sorry for everything ive ever done to u kelli. I still

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[cdsgirl811]

sry 4 what? if anyone should b sry its me! i drove u away! n now i'll nvr get it back! i can't believe i was so stupid n messed up a beautiful thing! i just dont understand tho. i mean? y were YOU so unhappy? was i really that bad? so ur tellin me there's no way at all we can try again? i mean, do u just want ur sinlge/ party life back? b/c i can understand that. but its interesting b/c i read all of ur journal 2day, from beginning 2 end, n i read mine, and things were so perfect! cory id do anything 2 have it back again, and it hurts me so bad that u dont want it back. things would nvr get that bad i promise. i swear, its so hard w/out u. i cant get u off my mind, not 4 anything, God knows ive tried. i cant even go out w/ friends, or freakin eat chocolate 2 make me feel better! the DRUGS arent even workin! i just wish i knew what went wrong, what i couldve done different. ive nvr prayed so hard in my life. i prayed every day since we met that i could keep u n that things would always just keep gettin better, and 4 the most part they

[cdsgirl811]

r u still g2 vb banquet w/ me? orrrr is that out of the question 2????

[cdsgirl811]

r u sure u have 2 stay strong? i mean, look what happened when i let my pride get in the way... just hope ur rite n ur makin the rite decision. i dont feel rite at all, but if it takes ME out of YOUR life 4 YOU 2b happy, then i guess i have 2let go. christina aguilera says," They say if u love something let it go, if it comes back its urs, n thats how u kno its 4 keeps yeah its 4 sure, n ur ready n willin 2give me more than what a girl wants, what a girl needs, whatever makes me happy n sets u free...." i thought u said u didnt love me anymore tho n u didnt kno ur feelings? sighhhh. y does this have 2b so complicated n confusing??? lol. i nvr thought id say this, but i wish i was u!