so this was my last regionals with my club team. you are allowed to play one year after highschool and then you are to old. this was my team's last chance to play together. it was so great seeing all of my teamates and catch up about our first year of college. we did really well in the tounament. for the first time ever we made it to the ( Read more... )

for the first time in my life i am really sad and upset that a boy hasn't called me. (jalen doesn't count). Usually when i go out with i guy, its really stressful and scary for me, and even though i like the guy, i don't like him enough for the whole stress of dating and being in a relationship to be worth it. so when the guy takes the hint and ( Read more... )

I think that there is something wrong with me. Everyone I know wants to be in a relationship, they complain about how lonely they are, and that being in a relationship is something that everyone wants and should have. But i don't want a relationship. I don't know if it is because i am really lazy, and relationships take lots of work or if i am ( Read more... )

I realize now that my decision to attend UNM was made in fear. I was afraid to go to an out of state school because I was afraid to be away from home, I was scared the classes would be to hard, I would have no friends, and soccer would be way to hard to be able to do and keep up with my classes. Now I am stuck in a school that is boring and easy. ( Read more... )

So I went to New York for a family reunion and wedding. This was my first time seeing my cousins in 7 years. I love my family, my cousins are awesome. I had a blast, best time ever. The only bad part of the trip was on halfway I had to say goodbye to Ashleigh because she was going to Costa Rica. Then I only got to see my cousin Kate for two days, ( Read more... )

I am soooooooooooooo sad. To begin with I look forward to summer all year, not because the obvious reason of the not having to go to school, but the fact that when summer comes it means I get to spend an entire month training with my team to go to regionals. Last year they were in Hawaii, this year it was Spokane Washington. We trained so hard for ( Read more... )

icons!!!!!

Go, Rio Vista 86, 2002, 2003, and 2004 state champs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so sick of people waking all over me, and taking me for granted. I am a four year letterman, so I get to honor someone. Ever since my freshman year I have wanted to honor my coach chico. (I know I wrote a whole entry on how much I hated him, but he apologized to me, and we worked it out.) He really is such an amazing coach, and a great person ( Read more... )

On Thursday Austin asked me to prom!!! Yay!!! I am really excited about going with him, it is going to be really fun. After school I went with Shauna to get a dress. I found a dress that looked exactly like the prom dress from buffy the vampire slayer. It was obviously gorgeous but it was to expensive. I found another one that was really pretty, ( Read more... )