I've changed.
First, I'm rather horrified at some of my previous comments and biases. I tend to come off very strong, and when I am discussing a dislike, things get worse.
I suppose this was/is a place to post my thoughts, and such, but I doubt that they need to be offensive ones.
I'm not going to attempt to catch up... just thought I'd add this.

I don't think I want to start school tomorrow. It means busy busy days, and stress. Music that is never good enough, and people-"ministry friends" that won't stop asking for my time. I guess that's life though. I have to remember though, that God wants me to get to the end of myself in order to rely on His power- the only transforming medium ( Read more... )

Too bad my next entry is set on 'private.' No one in the world will be able to view it. NO ONE that is, except me. How do you even know if I'm telling the truth?? You DON'T because it's invisible. Actually, the only reason that you DO know of my private entry, is because I'm telling you right now, in this accessory post. Ahhh power ( Read more... )

I think being a guest in someone's house is often harder than being the host. There is a balance that you, as Guest, must maintain in order to feel like you are not taking advantage of Host. Thankfully, my friend and his family are very nice and laid-back. Otherwise, um... I would have found a way to go somewhere else. How? I do not know. Hitch- ( Read more... )

wow. This passage sort've got my attention ( Read more... )

I went to bed early last night, and can't believe (though I should) that I'm up and awake by myself at 8. I guess I should try this more often when I get to school, so that my eyes won't be so bloodshot when I meet the world (usually I don't get enough sleep during the semester, since I have a 'get up' time without maintaining a proper 'bed' time ( Read more... )

Every six months or so, my xanga threatens to crash my computer if I don't update. I shouldn't be the one suffering these consequences, since my sister (sweetstallion- so you can harass her) created this for me for her OWN good pleasure. I was looking at a different blog of mine and remembering what I thought of life: it was a different, yet ( Read more... )

I get so frustrated. I hate waiting for things- why am I so impatient? A beautfiul thing takes time. Art is not painted overnight, and flowers certainly don't bloom in a day (ok minus daylillies- you get the picture). hhhhhhhhhh. God is irritatingly confusing sometimes.

Exerpt from literature book ( Read more... )

GUYS!! I almost died today!!! I hit black ice and flipped our suburban. I=bad/stupid driver. We were going around this pretty sharp curve, and the car completely started fishtailing and I lost control. :( God is sooo merciful though.. because the only injury that I sustained is a bumped head. Abby was with me, and she hurt her finger. This is ( Read more... )