I graduated from Tusculum May 6th... Since then I've been trying to find a job and have had pretty much every door slammed in my face. It blows. I wanna move back to TN badly. But I did job security first. I should have applied to grad school... but i was manipulated into coming home instead. I feel like a douche..

I need to be better at this LJ thing... THe truth is though I've found myspace.. and blog there now... So sorry.. find me there at myspace.com/onemessedupkidd

So I haven't written in here in a while. NOt alot going on really. Main things are ( Read more... )

love poem

He handed her 12 roses.
11 real.
1 fake.
He said i'll love you until the last one dies..

She gladly accepted them.
But when she grabbed them.
She said "one of these is fake!"
He said "exactly. that's because i will love you forever

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I called to talk. But only managed to tell her I was coming back the middel of next week and that I just wanted to say hi. I've felt like puking since the phone call... I"m a nervous wreck. My mom knows and has been trying t comfort me. She knew I really loved her. She said she thought this was the person I'd spend my life with by our ( Read more... )

so distract myself i've decided on online quizzes. I'm really hating life right now and have found myself just sitting in my room for the majority of the evening and will probably spen the rest of the night and week here. Just sitting, thinking, and contemplating


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How You Life Your Life
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You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
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ITs got to be a sign.... It the past week I've had to puppies offered to me, one for $65 and the other for absolutely no cost at all... ANd I'd take them in in a heart beat, but unfortunately both have them been denied to me. Its okay though. I have a hard enough time taking care of myself ( Read more... )