I think I have a thing for sabotshing (sp) my relationships. Chris and I aren't "together" anymore b/c I decided seeing each other only once a week isn't a real relationship. Whether or not I threw in the towel too soon or rushed into a label too soon, we aren't a couple anymore. We are still going to date I guess, but we'll see how that goes. ( Read more... )

This past weekend was a blast ( Read more... )

Things have yet to slow down. I'm still balancing going out, working and all the radiology stuff and it's getting more and more crazy. Once in a while I'll have a slow day. This past saturday I worked for 5 hours and then did nothing at all until Chris came over at like 1 am ( Read more... )

I'm bored right now and watching a chick flick. Lucky 7. It's got Patric Dempsy in it and I love it. I actually have it one tap. It's perfect for a pre-Valentines Day movie. I get to work tomorrow and 3-11:30. I'm not going to complain, but I really hope I get into a radiology program. I really want to do it. I can't see myself sitting ( Read more... )

This week has been pretty busy. Mostly with work and running errands. Monday through Thursday and then today I worked 6:30-3 which means no staying out late and then going to be early. I was in bed by 10 every night but Thursday b/c I had friday off ( Read more... )

So I've offically started my hospital job. It's going all right. I'm annoyed with somethings, like people acting superior to me and expecting me to know everything all ready just b/c they do. There's so many things to remember and I've only been traing for three and a half days. Cut me a little slack! The good thing is that I'm making way more ( Read more... )

So I went on a date tonight! My first first date in over two years! How crazy. I was kinda nervous, but he's really a nice guys and he's super cute. We went to applebee's for drinks and then to the movies at birtchwood. We saw night at the museum and it was pretty good. It was funny and exciting. I really enjoyed it. After that he dropped me ( Read more... )

There's nothing like seeing a picture of the boy you loved kissing his new girlfriend. It sucks so hard! What's worse is that he wasn't tecnically kissing her, he was kissing his phone and it still made me feel like crap. Great way to start out the new year ( Read more... )

I can't belive Chirstmas is almost here! Notice I kept the Christ in Christmas. I'm all wrapped and ready to go. I really hope it snows though! Damn you Denver for getting all of it ( Read more... )

Last night in bed I started to think about the all the guys I've been interested in and the one thing they have in common...they are all relationship phobic or just don't want one. Then I realized that the ones that do want ones, I'm not all the interested. Then I wondered if I date these guys because I myself am not ready for a relationship. ( Read more... )