tonia loves joe.

i love her.  but when she's like this i feel like shit.  my heart sinks and my eyes get heavy.  i've never wanted anyone to be able to have such an affect on me.  but i really do love and care about her.  it's worth it to be with her.  i just wish she would talk to me about why she's so upset.

sometimes change is hard.  even change for the better.  you get used to feeling a certain way, and living a certain way, and then something or someone makes you want to change.  it's hard to start trusting people or a person, and to take a chance with your feelings.  Especially when for a long time you haven't trusted anyone and you've done your ( Read more... )

i...dont't know...just where i'm going...but i'm gonna try for the kingdom, if i can, cause it makes me feel like i'm a man...

and i guess that i just don't know
and i guess that i just don't know...

i... have made... big decisions
i'm gonna try to nullify my life.

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you ( Read more... )

hmm, i wonder what i'm going to do next...something is coming i can tell....

ok so im not going to be on the internet for a few months, lae but whatever. you can call me if you want, later.

I just got back from mexico, its a long story but basically my great-aunt passed away friday, i found out i was leaving during 3rd period when my dad called my friends phone (because i don't have mine)and said to call him back. I called him and he asked if i wanted to go to mexico i said yeah and we were on our way to lax within an hour. i don't ( Read more... )