The cultivation of hard feelings are difficult but neccesary to dismiss. Friendship to prevail once respect of others endures. That peaces is failated by understanding one's self and others, but most importantly other's needs- not superceding yours, but brought to the contract table with equal validity. No one understands your needs until you ( Read more... )

Societal Enigma ( Read more... )

Destitude
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The lonely glimmer of the moon brightens my frail face. To seek help
only gives away where I hide for only then would my secret reveal.
Blue and red lights blur nearby, nervousness I hide but safety I desire.
What will they tell me- what have I done?
Fear I live - my home with out any protection.

The party at the District Lounge is over. Well not quite, Gwen and Cynthia weren't able to continue playing there even though, they did attract a good sized audience. Gwen and I my hang out there, sit in a few numbers. I asked her if I could join her bad, with out hurting my feelings, she said she likes playing with me but she can't afford a ( Read more... )

The glass isn't half empty or half full, it just is. No time to weigh the benefit and loses of previous situations, just to reconize them for what they truly are, not so much how they make you feel. The only thing worth doing is increasing fufillment, not the appreance of it. Success is doing the best you are able to; not decided from what you ( Read more... )

A piano tuner and a star baseball player are sitting at the bar. The baseball player says "Man, this is the perfect pitcher,' to which the piano tuner replies ' No, it's a little flat.'.

Going Dancing by Myself ( Read more... )

You know when you're hanging out with the right group of people when you're acting like yourself and people still dig you. Insert needless venting, yesterday kicking my ass and then you'll have my next livejournal post. I wish people actually stayed in touch with me. The end.

When I'm done writing a 5 page essay that's due in 5ish hours, I'm going to proceed to explain myself and reflect what went well and what didn't this quarter. Wait scratch that-I just want fond memories and put aside all the terrible things that happened. Everything will be fixed Thursday night.

There are a million things I ought to write about (the musical, playing at the triple door) but I feel the want to return to the usual... I'm starting to miss working at Costco whenever I can (weird I know) , I want to set new goals to work toward acheiving ( I have a few already but they need to wait until the Quarter is officially over for me to ( Read more... )