There are a lot of things going on today. Highs and lows abound. I could more easily delineate the day with some The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly thing, but I feel like those are pretty played out. Chronological order will do the job as well ( Read more... )

I officially have -$347.51 in the bank and $6.00 in my wallet.

No idea when or how I will be getting any money in the forseeable future since Evan has decided to completely fuck me over. Again.

Three weeks until I will be finished writing this god-awful dissertation bullshit. Why does this always happen?

I've been feeling very up and down about things lately. I've reconsidered theories and frameworks and data sets in my dissertation, discarding and rebuilding with better stuff, but more slowly, at a time that I really don't have the time to do it. I've also been rethinking a lot of my personal relationships with people and my relationship with ( Read more... )

Some of my very good friends are not being such great friends anymore. I feel like I have a whole class of friends who like me a lot when I am lame and sick, but much less when I am productively hardcore ( Read more... )

 Oh my God. This is going to be a really bad habit for me now that I am taking a real look at this and tried putting my own blog and stuff in here. I should probably finish my dissertation. It's due in a week. I still have to hand in three chapters. Whatevers. I've decided that this dissertation is going to be my "mental illness dissertation". I'll ( Read more... )

In the last few weeks, I cannot even tell you how many times in the last month I have come across a situation where someone was frustrated with someone else about what boils down to their sense of entitlement. For some reason, it seems like this is more frequent than ever, although I am sure that it is really just me being more sensitive about it. ( Read more... )