don't mind me i'm just on a rollercoaster ride. at least i can see a good view right now. i just hope i remember it when i'm upside down and inside out the next time it happens.

i feel the world slipping out of my fingers.

someone just tried using a fake paypal site to scam my credit card info. it says a new email is added and if you didnt add it you're supposed to click a link. it takes you to a fake site and wants your credit card info for security purposes. dont do it!

had a week of pretty much slacking. hurray for not being responsible for shit.

i get my 4 day pass starting tomorrow, so if anyone was wondering, i'll be out of the combat zone for a few days. hurray for 3 beers a day and controlled excursions off post!

i'm trying to figure out what i want to get my masters in but i think i need a roadtrip to figure it out. i hope america isnt frozen over when i get back.

damn it's still looking like a long time here. shit, even a week is looking like a long time right now.

internet - good ( Read more... )

worked outside in the back a lot today. "our" section has a lot of shit and it's annoying. it's been pretty quiet of late except for a lot of switching equipment. i want to gouge my brain out thinking about how they're trying to figure it out. hmmm. the female soldier checking ids at this building had to take my id from my hand because it's dark. ( Read more... )

how can one not care yet care at the same time? well for me when forced into a certain situation i want to make the best of it and at least do the smart thing. so i don't care about the army but i think the situation i'm in should be solved my way even though we all agree here that the army is idiotic ( Read more... )

maybe i should make a long entry to try to get my writing skills back to a fifth of what they should be ( Read more... )