so i promed.... that was fun. not.

stephanie was beautiful and i saw heather and mushie and they were pretty too. and of course ryan was pretty. elliot is a pretty cool guy i can see why brittany and stephy are so obsessed with him. anyways... i'm depressed again fucking angsty teenager brain...

fuck it

it hit me today that i've been single for a while now. someone correct me if i'm wrong but my last girlfriend was meagan. that scares me, i haven't been single for this long in a while. i'm truly surprised i haven't turned to drugs or alcohol and just been completely addicted ( Read more... )

so much has happened in the past year ( Read more... )

Today is gonna be the day ( Read more... )

I get ungrounded monday... but alas no car...

my car is awarded to me that friday!

fuck middle creek kids they all hate me anyway

The thunder rocks the sky as a lightning bolt cuts through the clouds like butter. A thousand rain drops kiss my face as they end their suicide fall from the heavans. to my left is you, perfect. As you walk the rain parts so you are left dry, as if the gods were struck by your beauty ( Read more... )

ya... all i can say is whoops... i dont really feel like typing what i did right now kuz its so stupid but lets just say that i cant get into trouble for a long time under punishment of law....

yikes, no car....

just fucking perfect

girls are soo cute sometimes... especially when they drag me into a dark room turn out the lights and we have a semi-orgy with 2 other guys and 1 other girl... ahh drunken fun ( Read more... )

i need a girlfriend or a job... anything to fill this void i call free time since i have no friends to hang out with...

this whole being sober thing isn't working for me anymore. but i have no one to get drunk with and for those of you who remember me getting drunk by myself it didnt really have good side effects. but anyways thanks for listening

blah... im really fucking tired of myself and i know other people are too...

i just dont know anymore....