im sry..its just that i think your incredibley fucked up..and so fucking wat if ur ass was drunk...is that supposed to be an excuse? wtf your stupid..michael deserves someone wayy wayy better than your crazy suicidal self.why cant you acutally suceed in killing your worthless ass.fucking e.j are you kidding me..hes such an ugly fag..eww bec i ( Read more... )

wat it do yoo yoo yoo..right now im in this class with sean and tenzyboo and michael and seans ganna get beat up yoo.eww so wats up becca..i really hate you..i wish you actually did kill yourself. poop..haha ilu sean

so i listened to michaels great loving advice and it worked..so thank you mikeyboo.
everythings ok with everything that needs to be ok.hm

i dont know if i should stay with him or not...like i love him and stuff but it seems like we fight alot more and i dunno if i still love him or not..hes the reason why i started cutting again..and he used to make me so happy and now he doesnt..hes always complaining about how im screwing up and bout how im sry for everything. last night he brought ( Read more... )

its coming back becca

GOODBYE MY FRIENDS..THIS ISTHE LAST TIME ILL BE POSTING ANYTHING.THIS SITE MEANS NOTHING TO ME.TO MANY MEMORIES THAT I DONT NEED THINKING ABOUT.SOME HUMAN BEINGS WILL ALWAYS BE PATHEDIC.BYE.

so last night i had the most awful night.i watched degassi and it was reruns cuz i havent watched it i na while cuz i havent been home and so i watched it aanddd like friggin j.t got shanked and i was like omg omg omg and i thouht of sammy cuz of liberty and them and how close they were and they still lovd eachthother and i thought of sammy and i ( Read more... )

sammy<3

today was to be perfect. we planned everything last night.that kiss.those lips.it gave me such a powerful feeling.UNFORBIDDEN ( Read more... )

i cant beleive my actions tonight.
i dont love him but that doesnt give me the right to criminate myself.FUCK.