razorblade kisses..i think i might,...........2morrow..i really want to just hug steve..just for him to tell me that everythings ok..i wish he would just chill with me or something..anything.. i dont want to be alone..not again.

becca ya bitch..go look listen to greatest fan of your life...and tells me that ,that doesnt remind of me us and natasha..and um..you'll cry..and then..call me so we can cry together

i dont feel good..nope i dont ( Read more... )

err i dont know what to say..i mean get your point but i still feel the same way..i feel like im a burden to you.ad wenever you talk about how muh fun you had with steff and lauren and caroline i feel bad,i cant compete with them,im not good enough to be your friend..hmm

I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU

i think becca doesnt like me anymore...wel not like she used to.i could be sitting right next to her and i would still miss her.shes not even becca anymore..i feel like im talking to her sister ..ok that didt make any sence but anyway its retarted..i hate who she became..it makes me sick..i cant tell her anything anymore just because i dont trust ( Read more... )

wow so last night i wa thinking about the whole year and well yea..it made me get sick..i wish it wa the beginning ofthe year wen they werent there and it was just ''us'' imiss that..haha i was think bout the night ''he'' mounted me on the shs wall..hahah i was like wtf is wrong with you..good times...im ganna miss those..oh well were not ffriends ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt on the verge of vomiting in response to an appalling act of your own?
Have you ever done something so dire that you awaited an onslaught of misfortune?

God mother fucker im sad..

becca you have time for everyone else but me now..im sad

YAY 2MORROW im going to hang out iwth becca and then ya...i love chicken