K SO I KNO BECCCA WAS TRYING OT HELP BUT LIKE I WISH SHE DIDNT HAVE TO BUTT IN..I KNO WHY IM MAD AT NATASHA,AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS..I SHOULDNT HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF EVEYTIME I GET MAD AT A PERSON..K SO IN GYM ITS WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!! I WALKIED THE TRACK WITH MIKE ND CJ..CJ KEPT FLIRTING WITH ME BUT THATS JUST NORMAL HORNEY CJ.LOL.THEN WE TALKED ( Read more... )

ok so now my closest friends are : becca caroline aubrey and cj not mike cuz mikes a mean butt head,,and im writing this b/c im not computer class and im bored and itts 7th period.. sigh..omfg today i have to go tothe dentists and hopefully my tooth thingy is hard not soft cuz then if its soft im going to have to do things that ganna make it hurt ( Read more... )

ok so im so im so angry..but im controlling my anger ..1 WORD NATASHA.. i swear to go im ganna shank her..lol yea thats my new word.oh and shankify..i got so mad wen she pushed me,i started shaking,and all this anger got up..everybody was tellin me to sit down and so calm down and relax and for natasha to go away..i love jessica shes so awesome,she ( Read more... )

wow i havent wrote in here for awhile ..lots of thing have been happening,and i never have had time to write anything..k so not only was mike high on sat night,he came to skool high high and i felt so bad for him cUz i had to keep helping him waLk...

ha..they broke up..ha ha ha i made them kinda..HA..I ROCK

kk so aubrey nd mike r going out.ewwwk puke,grossness ahh god i cant believe it

ok so now i mad..so i totally asked mike to sit with me at lunch,,but didnt no he just had to sit with jasmine aka cg.chinese girl lol inside joke wit aubrey..ajhhh

im on the verge of crying, over a guy,i dont cry over guys,but have no control of how i fell with mike,i used to be completly in control with other guys,not with mike.

i made a horrible mistake,i want to be mikes friend,me and him,we could last forever.No one would ever get hurt...besides me

its weird cuz i have so much things in my head,there little things but theres alot of things all combined to make one big jumbled mess all in my already screwed up head. theres karanaja,mike,my mother,the whole thing with new york,the dreams i've been having ..i dunno.But it seems like my life is gettin harder,and i kon the whole saying ,that the ( Read more... )