So I failed my driver's test this morning.... AGAIN.  I had the same frumpy woman and I screwed up on the same itnersection... I turned left on a yellow light.  I didn't know that was illegal.  I cried all the way home, stopped in at Loco Beanz to see Evan and get a hug.  At least I got a chance to exchange my crocs for ones that actually fit.... ( Read more... )

Friday night I worked at Garden's Gate after my morning Espresso bar shift,  there was a big storm and only a couple tables, I worked with Mandy.  I love Mandy, she is so cute and real nice.  Very chilled out too, doesn't seem to get angry or flustered that I have noticed.  Last night I worked with Justin, and Rose called John in as well.  I was a ( Read more... )

 I think... I might..... take my last ritalin pill tomorrow!  =0

I am still sick and it's driving me mad.  Today Ray came over in the afternoon, we chatted over tea and walked to town.  Lynn invited me to her baby shower.  We eventually ran into Eric, Elise, Zack and Miranda, ended up talking to Lise about the youth of today and as to why our generation "has no respect for life" (in her words).  It was nice to ( Read more... )

Here we go again.  Back to the Island.  Last night I came in, had a chat with the old pa, talked Island news and general nonsense.  I stayed up late distracting myself from the horrible realisation that I am home and am extremely bored.  Since I woke up this morning I have been pacing around and talking to myself, blowing my nose.  I wrote a letter ( Read more... )

Is it good enough just to be?  Just to absorb the fresh spring sun and run through the cool air?  To talk and laugh with you and play like children?  To feel the heat of the body in the night?

More and more I am coming to the conclusion that I am not so complicated a person after all.  I represent a small part of human nature and animal instinct and ( Read more... )

It's all about enjoying your life right now I suppose, forgetting all the bad dreams, breathing in the clarity and feeling the feeling pulse and shake in your chest.  Just going with the way of life and realizing that no experience is ever finished, is ever a completed thought in your head.  It's all part of a great big puzzle where everything ( Read more... )

 I just want to go......

....back to Morocco.

Well it's over, yesterday was the last day of classes.  Last night Owen, Alisha, Adam, Rod, Isaac, Matt, Manny, Jocelyn and I accompanied Peter to his friend's party.... was a blast.... great band in the basement, Kenyata, dancing in the kitchen.... met a lovely Rawandan guy named Eric... mmmm.

Put on your shoes you fiend.  Tie your hair back.  Look me in the eye.  Give me a fucking name.