So today we headed out to the lake, and at the last minute i got my beautiful heidi hoe hoe to go along with us. We had the BEST time! Im so glad i finally got to hang out with her, and we went jet ski'ing u know i was so happy today =) Heres some pix ..

(  Never knew how much id miss this .. )

So its been busy lately. Yesterday i worked all morning, and rushed to my interview. And as im waiting i get a voicemail from gloria saying * I got the job .. good luck! * Im thinking hell yeah, go gloria! And then i go to my interview, takes 5 min MAYBE and he starts filling out my paperwork! =) I got a job biotch Gloria and i kick ass !! :D ( Read more... )

So today was great. i didnt do much. But it was with the best person ever ; which made it an awesome time. Glor and i went job huntin I love bein with that chick, im so comfortable and have a blast no matter wat were doing. =) i love you ludema ♥

(  Pix of me and glor + * DISTURBING PIX!! * )

All we did was go in town, go to work, and so then we had quite a few people out to the pool today . like 8 or 9 or so. sucha nice day out. And stupid me didnt thikn of gettin the camera til like everyone left =( oh wells heres at least a couple pix tehe.

(  Nothin beats a day outside by the pool .. )

So tonight was good. Snuck ethan in. Drank a lil bit. hung out with him. snuck him back out. caught up online. talked to some ppl. and painted my toes =) lol not very eventful i know but it was still good haha .

(  A couple goof ass pix of me from t nite .. )

(  Squigglez = my turtle love ♥ )

So today was okay i guess. hung out. went to justins. hung out. watched movies lol. without a paddle was not that good of a movie .. hmm came home. chatted away with mother. talked to justin, and did online stuff ( Read more... )

So today was long. worked the entire day, worked a double. yikes. But it was rather fun until i walked out on em .. whoops. fags pissed me off so im guessin im fired? who knows. who cares , not me haha ( Read more... )

So yeah its like 6am and i am still awake. crying my eyes out. Been cryin for like 3 hours or so now .. yet i am still smiling. Does that sound weird to you . yeah me too .. ( this is going to be a long one ( Read more... )

All the things ive been worrying about.
All the nightmares that have been
filling my head this past week or so ..
are now my reality.
And here i am ..

Alone again ='(