Today i had to stop and think. Think about my life, no actually a small piece of my life. My heart ; my teenage love life. As confusing, crazy, and wild as it may be. And here i am on the edge of a turning point in my life, and i have no idea what to do. Things are so bad ; but that * i love you * changes all of it into something beautiful. God ( Read more... )

So its been a lil while since ive wrote in this. So lets update this bia a lil bit hah. So my 16th was going to be a total bust ; but gloria had to save the day. ( thank u so much love <3. ) Also got to see malissa on my b day so that was good since i havent seen her since flor yet. And lately ive been really busy. Babysitting and chillin with kim ( Read more... )

okay so yeah finally got my fone back on again, so everyone best be calling =)

416-0079

Love you all , real update later ..

MY SWEET 16 IS TOMMMMMAROW :D :D

So these past couple of days have been a lot of fun. Hanging out with a lot of people, but ex family. Yesterday went stalkin wif megan and then went to brandys and then to this other house idk whose lol and to the lake with brandy josh and wilson. And today went to work to get a sched. went shoppin, got pictures developed. played some tennis with ( Read more... )

Okay so im back in michigan and everyones yellin at me to hang out with them when really i dont have ANYONES number. So if you would like to get together CALL ME! 769-2783!! I dont mean this ina bad way but if u wanna chill call me cause u know i mis syou all and cant wait to see alla you guys. Or just leave your number and ill call when im free ( Read more... )

Okay so yes i realize its 3 in the morning and only nerds update at 3am. But i must do it anyway ; i knew i would not be able to sleep tonight. From hang overs to headaches to missing my babi to chattin away with mikes for hours..everything has lead up to me not gettin to bed tonight ( Read more... )

So todays the last day here. Tommarow were heading off. And then sunday i will be * meeting * my mother and step father again for the first time in about 5 months. Talk about nerve wrecking. The reason i got up ; left all my friends ; left everything ive ever known, and now i have to see them face to face again. I've never been so nervous/scared ( Read more... )

So today was so good . and then shit . I feel so empty ; so lost..insecure..broken. Its another one of those rain on jill days. I really cant take this anymore. Whys it always gotta be now or never . all or nothing . And why does it have to be so complicated . so difficult . so painful .

And i swear this happens everytime. Right when i need ( Read more... )

we'll always have those weird

moments, when we're together

& you'll look at me with that

smile & we'll both remember

how things used to be, then

reality will hit us & we know

that it will never be like that

. . . n e v e r a g a i nSo today was hard. But thank god ive got such good friends. You all deserve a really big thank ( Read more... )

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