The question that's been on my mind for the passed 24 hours is "Can we really patch up this friendship?" Do I have the patience? That's a stupid question because I've had the patience for the last 8 or more years. The real question is can you change. I say you can. You've done without the things that are holding you back for the better part of ( Read more... )

I do love music as a whole. I love how a song can completely enthrall me into a blissful state because we'd sing it in the car together. I also hate music for when those blissful songs get turned off and the angry, heart breaking songs with those gut wrenching lyrics seep into my headphones and some how give me solace. It's truly a love hate ( Read more... )

I think I've finally realized that you can't turn everyone into a friend. Even with seeing some of these people as often as I do and being as friendly as I am I've come to the conclusion that acquaintances is as far as we'll go. That's okay with me, I have enough friendships to keep in tact without worrying about others that don't exist. I have ( Read more... )

I have this Friday and Saturday off and I honestly cannot think of anything to do. It's kind of rough to half a self realization that you only have 3 weeks left before your life becomes crazy busy. Between school, work, and the occasional Saturday I'll be working plus keeping track of friends I feel like I'm going to just crash from exhaustion ( Read more... )

It seems every week I'm surprised more and more. I've had a handful of things go wrong this week, some on a larger scale than others, but I don't want to get into any of those too much, most of you know anyway. I'm glad I get this time to myself in the evening ( Read more... )

Maybe it's just me but anytime I get a phone call from midnight on I tend to think it's either an emergency or just a drunk dial. After looking at who's calling I can usually determine which of the two it is. It's strange how something I was so on top of circa 6 months ago could be forgotten so easily. Let's just say I'll be on my toes from now ( Read more... )

It feels really good to finally get a few days to catch up on things that need to get done. I half way expected for someone to ask me to come in on Saturday or Monday to work before I left on Friday, but I would have kept walking right out the door with no response if that had happened. Sleeping in these past few days has been extremely ( Read more... )

I like to go back and remember when times were simple, the simpler the better. The biggest of my worries was if I was able to stay the night at a friends house, the days when I still had heroes that I looked up to before realizing they were the biggest dicks ever. I like it when I had no concept of love, not that I do now but at least I'm trying ( Read more... )

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It seems everyone is worried about change lately. No one is satisfied where they are in life, or that's the impression I get, but I don't think I feel like that much anymore. I've started looking at everything going on around me as a stepping stone to something greater in time. I can't keep sitting around hoping for something to open my eyes or ( Read more... )