tommorow i have 3 places to apply at. they are all direct care assistant jobs. one is for elderly people, and the other 2 are for mentally challenged people. one is chesterfield. one is in richmond. and one is idk where it just has a number. they all pay atleast $7.25 an hour and can be part or full time. i hope i get one of them. that would be ( Read more... )

i havnt really updated in this journal in forever. today i got up late cuz i couldnt sleep well last night. i got up and did clothes and re did my moms paper. that took me forever. she writes really good but shes not always the best with grammar. so i had to re do all the paragraphs because there wernt really any. after that i took a bath and got ( Read more... )

i saved some autumn icons to this journal. seeming as when the summer ends im going to start using this one again. i cant believe its almost gone :( o well. at least i love fall too. last winter was alright. i think the only season i cant stand is spring. because you want it to be really warm and it looks like it should be, but its still cold. and ( Read more... )

...lol but i was tagged by dawn so im gonna do this. List ten songs that you are currently digging... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're no good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artists, and the ten songs in your blog. Then tag five other ( Read more... )

i am going to start doing all of my updates on xxjesz8604xx. so if you want to read about my lovely life then go there. byee.

soooooooo sad. tonight we pack up and tommorow we leave. well i guess its not that bad because moog gets to come back with us. but im gonna cry like a baby when she leaves. pat cleaned our whole room for me! hes such a sweet heart. i love u baby. and he found my glasses. they were shoved under the bed! lol. i really dont take good care of them. but ( Read more... )

so today is my last day here. im happy to go home to my baby but im gonna miss it here. im gonna miss seeing moog n steve everyday. and i love this area. i love everything about it. it sucks ass. but i miss my baby a lot. i cannot wait to see him tommorow. im sooooooooooooo excited. we may stop at a hotel though if moog doesnt want to drive no more ( Read more... )

last night i really couldnt sleep at all. whenever i know i have to get up early it is like that. i called pat this morning and we talked for a little while. he made me feel very awake because i love hearing his sexy voice. after i got off the phone with him i decided to get a little bit more sleep. so i went back to bed and set the alarm for 10 30 ( Read more... )

today i woke up before the alarm even went off. i was so excited to talk to my baby. i called him right away and we talked all the way until he had to go to work. i missed him so much, that when i got off the phone with him i wrote him a very long email. i talked to moog for a while through e mail. i talked to some friends on aim and then i took a ( Read more... )

the whole time ive been here ive been fine, excluding the first couple days. but since then ive been fine. i havnt been thinking about missing pat. i did miss him and thought about HIM, but i wouldnt let myself think about what i was missing out on. well last night i did that and ever since ive been a wreck. during the day i was kinda alright. i ( Read more... )