Wow, i haven't used this thing in a while.....but uhh.....lots of stuff has happened.....zach and i havent broken up, gotten back together, broken up, gotten back together, broken up, dated someone else in between and i guess we're back together now? Idk...things are weird right now....but w/e...im not rushing into things....i'm just gonna let them ( Read more... )

This sucks....my baby left me for a week!!! I'm gonna go insane.  Im gonna miss him so much! lol.  That's pathetic, but oh well...lol.  I guess thats what love is, right? whatever.

Last night was amazing, though.  I had a talk with my mom about what happened earlier on [:-() ] It sucked...but it made me realize that shes completely right.  So ( Read more... )

Have i really fallen again? i can't....i mean...it's too soon.  However, i've never felt this way before. It scares the hell out of me...I mean, last night was the best night of my life.  Here's what happened.

I picked Ang up and we went to Brenden, where we met our guys. They were waiting for us on the corner by the parking garage with their ( Read more... )

ok....well  i don't think i should have posted that last entry...although it might've been the reason why i am over everything.  I tried to keep my feelings inside, as to not start shit, but that only made it worse.  So getting it all out really helped.  However...i think angie's mad @ me now...but idk.  I just really want this situation to end and ( Read more... )

Well.....apparently, i have a lot more stuff on my mind so i think i should get it off my chest....however, i really hope angela doesn't read this.  As much as i love her (seeing as how shes like my sister),  I really don't think she should read this.

When i met Greg at camp, Angela couldn't decide which guy we liked...we switched back and forth ( Read more... )

It's been a weird couple of weeks.  I didnt know how quickly things can get screwed up!  Things were actually going great for me....I got a better job title, i was back to talking to the love of my life....well just over the weekend, so many things got screwed up.  Work has been soooo weird and hectic,  jess hasnt called me in like a week, i fell ( Read more... )

Wow....hmm.....that stupid bitch that i call my best friend manipulated me into playing Blue Heat...i kinda didnt wanna cuz of what happened last year...but i cant leave my bestest friend all alone, can i? Uh no! lol....So yea.....lately, i've been working...and going to practice....trying not to strangle myself or my gma @ work! ugh...she's ( Read more... )

So.....i have interesting news.....jess and i are talking again....even though i like Greg...idk...let me share my interesting night last night...

I spent the night @ jessicas house last night....we drove all around this damn city tryin to find something to do...a party to go to or whatever.  Well, we're driving around....being retards...cruising ( Read more... )

Well.....its been a really long time since ive updated this thing...wow. lol....well....lots has happened.. I went to prom, but apparently i got my hopes up about it and it wasnt all that great to be honest.  Besides callin it prom, there wasnt anything different from formal..ya know?  Maybe it was cuz i wasnt there with the one person i wanted to ( Read more... )

oh yea....forgot to mention about saturday night and babysitting!! ok, so angela knew that when i babysit for this guy rick, i get totallyl fucked up cuz he buys me alcohol....so she wanted to babysit w/ me......so we get there and we're both too scared to make a big deal about him buying us margarita mix and stuff lol...so we just stick with the ( Read more... )