I've been back in Florida for the last 2 months, it hasn't been bad, I'm pretty content. We're busy writing a record and then going on tour in December, I guess life has to change a lot for me, well, it always does. I don't know how I feel about leaving for tour again, but, I guess that's just where my life has led me.

I guess I'm headed home, I guess I'm finishing what I started for once.

The world has been sleeping in, I agree on everything I have thought about the last few nights. I spent three hours crying at work, it's the least manliest I have ever been. I'm coming home, I'm coming home to you again... Times change, and I change and the last thing I ever want is to be this person full of hatred, this time it's for real.

I led you on and it's completely my fault and I can't tell you this but it's eating my up inside. I'm sorry I couldn't continue whatever was going on, in fact, I couldn't even look into your eyes. The truth is I'm completely still in love with her, you know, the one before you, Eve. She never knew, no she never even got a chance to know, I was ( Read more... )

The dude I've been living with is a major liar and lying doesn't make friends.
It's pretty lame, I move out of this place in June; I'm finishing vocals on some tracks with my friends in an awesome band. We're playing with Crime in Stereo and with some other really awesome bands really soon. I'm stoked, but I'm not living here.

Nothings certain and I told her
"darling you're the only one I'd settle for but,
I'm unhappy..."

So I've got a plane ticket to leave the states next week, I'm taking my cats to my parents and erasing myself from everyone's memories.

it's just that this rain is making the grass brown

I'd take back on sentence I said about someone this year if I could, I get so angry at people sometimes, I don't know why. I've known how a few people felt about me for a while so being one of the most irrational people on earth I decided to just burn down a few bridges. I'd like to say I know legit people in Florida but I honestly don't. ( Read more... )

happy new year I guess!
everything has fallen into place;
I put in my two week notice,
I changed my phone number,
and I got my new address.
This week I should be getting my SUV,
so 2010 has started off amazing.
Goodbye Florida, I won't miss you.

I kept my hands to my sides, coughed a bit and said how different everything had been... I'm not sure what you're trying to get at but everything fell into place and you... well, you were a casualty of my behavior. You're right, I don't think I'll change, I'll always want more... I guess that's how everything is suppose to be, am I right?