The prevalence of hypocrisy in this world is astonishing. It's amazing how often we contradict ourselves to save face, to prove that we are Right and they are Wrong ( Read more... )

I realized tonight, that all this complaining I've done about my friends not caring, about them not noticing things about me, is all terribly hyppocritical ( Read more... )

The thing I love about instant messaging is that no one can tell what's really happening on the other side of the screen. You could be joking around with a friend when grumpy, or telling a story while not paying attention. It's incredible ( Read more... )

I keep raising my expectations of people around only to be greatly disappointed when they fail to attain them.

I expected my friends to care. Well, no they tell me they do. What I expect is that since they claim to care, that they would 1) initiate conversation with me, 2) invite me to go do things with them, 3) to realize that I'm not happy and ( Read more... )

I've been happy for the past few days. I mean truly happy, not just amused for a time or just having fun. I mean that walking-down-the-street-unable-to-stop-grinning sort of happiness. The one-girl-pj-dance-party-just-because happiness ( Read more... )

Incredible. So nice. So wonderful. And thanks to Ian who made it that much better. A great dancer (the way you look tonight), a great friend (picked me up in Philly to take me up to the wedding), a great conversationalist (with whom I could air my worries and concerns and who would reassure me that I wasn't the only one), and a great flirt. Oh ( Read more... )

So this boy may or may not like me. This boy who happens to be one of my crushes. All of my friends are ecstatic ( Read more... )

It seems like everything I do just keeps me further and further from my friends ( Read more... )

A friend of mine recently told me that he didn't really think i was bi. Which is ironic really, considering that I never claimed to be. I always tried to explain to people that I'm not actively searching females (nor guys for that matter..at least not actively), but that I would never be like "oh I can't like her. She's female." I'm not bi. ( Read more... )

I feel so blah today. My roommates and my friends and i planned on going to brunch. I slept through it and they didn't wake me up to see if i wanted to go. (All despite the fact that I rarely sleep in past 9.) It's moments like these that make me doubt. I wonder if they really do want to be my friend, if they really do care. I wonder if they ( Read more... )